So I Thought, Now I Am

I thought I was giving so much of myself to everybody and that is why I have been so sick and depressed and tired.  What I now realize is that I have only been trying so hard that all I have accomplished is sharing the worst parts of myself and slowing killing the best parts by neglecting them.  THAT CHANGES NOW!  This will not happen overnight but it will happen.  I will take small steps every day to better myself so that what I share of myself will be good, positive, loving, motivating.  I wil not be perfect, I will trip but I will not fall.  Nor will I beat myself up when I stumble.  Instead I will pick myself up and continue on my journey to a happy and healthy me.